“The medicine showed me myself sitting up, like a strong woman, and how I can do this for regular-life situations too, and I’d be rewarded just like I’m being rewarded now with a beautiful ayahuasca experience gained from my hard work. I have control. I am not feeble. It was challenging, but absolutely fucking beautiful! So swirly, and fractal, so gentle, yet powerful, so light, so perfect, so ethereal, so sacred…”
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