3 Ayahuasca Experiences: Death & Rebirth, Past Lives, Languages & Aliens

Abraham Roldán Villafán, Tijuana, Mexico: “For the first time ever I saw the firmament and stars, and I could perceive the energy behind everything and the sacred geometry. It was like I had shamanic vision – the veil had been lifted and I was able to see what was really there beyond the limits of the normal senses. I had a vision of myself as Anubis and I was inside a tomb doing the process of mummification. A friend of mine was there too, as a pharaoh. I saw him dead in a bed, accompanied by many symbols and Egyptian drawings...”

A Reunion with Ayahuasca and a Restoration of Faith

“The medicine showed me myself sitting up, like a strong woman, and how I can do this for regular-life situations too, and I’d be rewarded just like I’m being rewarded now with a beautiful ayahuasca experience gained from my hard work. I have control. I am not feeble. It was challenging, but absolutely fucking beautiful! So swirly, and fractal, so gentle, yet powerful, so light, so perfect, so ethereal, so sacred…”

Polarities in the DMT Realm: Beware of Becoming Food for Dark Spirits

Christopher, Sweden: A tale of warning about interaction with dark spirits in the DMT realm when drinking ayahuasca. Not all spirits are benevolent, and many seek to entrap ayahuasca users in order to feed on them spiritually. After his 15th ceremony in Peru, he fell into the sexual traps set by dark spirits and his life turned upside down…

Death of Time, Space and Ego in a Jungle Maloca with Ayahuasca

Rachel, 35, Switzerland: “I braced myself to ride it out, but the next thing I was aware of was one of the facilitators by my feet; I was sitting up. I found it difficult to communicate the support that I needed and to control my physical actions, as I grabbed her tightly by the hand and said in a breathy squeak, “Help me!”. She asked me what was happening, and I blurted out, “I’m dying!”…

ExperiencesArtful AlchemyMarch 27, 2019Ayahuasca, Dosage, Purging, Ceremonies, Spirits, Shaman, Jungle, Icaros, Visions, DMT, Death, Fear, Entities, Time, Metaphysics

A Non-Experience with Ayahuasca

One man recounts how he imbibed ayahuasca with no obvious results, despite others in the ceremony having clearly been affected by the same brew…

ExperiencesArtful AlchemyFebruary 28, 2019Ayahuasca, Ceremonies, Visions, Purging, Ego, Dosage, Altered States

There are Less Punishing Ways to Meet God

“In hindsight I regret doing what I did, meeting mother Aya in the condition I was in - and let me tell you she wasn’t too happy about it either. I remember at one point I was so terrified. It was just me and mother, and potential death... no barrier, no protection. No more barriers, no more soothing - this was it.”

Metamorphosis Through Medicine: An Ayahuasca Journey

Caroline Knight, UK: “I was told the medicine would be strong, but I wasn't quite expecting the intensity of this experience. I had simply asked 'to really feel.’”

ExperiencesArtful AlchemyDecember 15, 2018Ayahuasca, Peru, Spirits, Good Experiences, Visions, Sacred Geometry, Purging, Pain, Joy, Healing

A Gigantic Mechanical Entity: The Darkest Ride of My Life

Rachael Howard, UK: “Out of the blackness of this infinite void came a gigantic mechanical entity, and it was sinister and foreboding. I was trapped in the void with this cold, steel, faceless thing, and we were floating in the nothing…”

ExperiencesArtful AlchemyDecember 12, 2018Ayahuasca, Tough Experiences, Entities, Visions, Sacred Geometry, Lessons, Healing, Machinery, Fear, The Void

From Scorn to Serenity: A Lesson in Love

Rachel, 35, Switzerland: “At my first ceremony, I’d drank two cups but it had absolutely no effects. I’d been baffled at first, but it had soon turned into scorn, and I’d considered leaving the retreat early. I’d been told that my expectations had been too rigid, so I stayed for a second ceremony. I glanced at one of the facilitators and saw that his head separated into little pixels. Ok, I thought. I think something is happening now!”…

ExperiencesArtful AlchemyDecember 2, 2018Ayahuasca, Purging, Messages, Visions, Oneness, Good Experiences, Mother Ayahuasca, Lessons, Time