Posts tagged Fear
The Devil Stole My Thoughts During an Intense Changa Trip

By Charlene Stanley, Scotland: “I remember staring at the bong thinking, I shouldn't have done this… then suddenly I lost all awareness of what I had taken, where I was or even who I was. I tried so hard to remember what I'd done, while staring at the bong like it would give me the answer. I didn't have too much time to ponder though, before the most incredible visuals started...”

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Aztec Aliens, a Battle with Reality and the Dissolution of Being

By Ste MacFie, UK: “Closing my eyes again, I could see what I can only describe as Aztec aliens dancing in the left side of my visual field. Then a blue hand appeared and I saw a green glowing stone sitting in the palm. The hand curled its finger in a beckoning motion and I heard a voice saying, “Follow me!” Astonished, I sat straight up at that point and explained what had happened to my trip sitter, but was promptly told to take another hit…”

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My Surprise Salvia Trip: A Close Call, A Saviour Entity and a Convergence of Realities

By Sara Bradley, UK: “I started feeling a really weird, intense feeling sensation sweeping through my entire being. I felt as if I was falling backwards, and all I could see was what seemed to be reality splitting into frames – like freeze frames - that appeared to made of orange slices of light. As each frame ‘landed’ in front of me, it was systematically shunting me backwards out of this reality…”

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DMT, a Tale of the Unexpected: Thought Loops, White Light and Synesthesia

By Nikkie West, USA: “I found myself getting stuck in thought loops, which I found absolutely terrifying… and I felt sounds going right through my tongue as if they were plastic razor blades… there was no pain, but the sounds - even the slightest click - coincided with a sensation of passing right through my tongue at the exact moment I heard it…”

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Ego Death in its Purest Sense in a Realm More Real than This One

Omar, 33, Manchester UK: “There are no linguistic descriptors, no comparative scenes in waking life. But there was a point that I got to where I felt I had been consumed by the landscape and become a cog in its machinery. At that point I knew I had died in my own mind. It was ego death in its purest sense. There was no me, or you, or this or that; I became everything, and everything exists, always. At that point I felt a sense of peace and contentment that I’ve never experienced in my life.” 

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DMT Opens Doors You Can Never Close Again: Be Ready

How one DMT trip led to a sequence of events that shattered the user’s concept of reality. What initially seemed like it might be post-trip entity interference later led to the perception of multiverses and quantum immortality. Whatever the truth of it, this was a trip there was no going back from…

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